By SheelaR

I’m not perfect and I own that every single day. I am however, very human. I make mistakes and missteps all the time.  We all do, right? I’m dealing with trying to be patient and understanding with the mistakes and missteps of others. It is a challenge. My fuse is short. 

I pray every single day for extra patience and understanding. I pray that I’m given the strength  to always forgive but never forget. I pray for a steady flow of wisdom. I want to always be learned woman. 

I’ve always been healthy and strong, but lately, I find myself struggling with being both. I take on too much. Too much work and it’s related stress.  Too much crap from people looking to tear me down. I am however, blessed with a wonderful support system. They keep me grounded. That is what counts the most. 

I’m lying on sofa watching documentaries because I can’t sleep. My house is so quiet that I can hear my heart beating. It is in these moments when I realize that no matter what I go through, my life is pretty darn good. All those other things are just small bumps on my road. I’m good and that’s what I shall focus on. 

I’m about to watch a documentary about Joan of Arc, so I’m rolling over and resuming my position on the sofa.