By SheelaR

I’ve got to confess: I’m a bit of a people watcher. There’s something undeniably fascinating about observing human behavior, especially when it strays into the odd and unsettling. And let’s be real; there’s no shortage of unbalanced folks out there. My favorite type of mad – think Jim Jones or David Koresh. They’re like ticking time bombs, just waiting for the right moment to explode. It’s chilling and yet oddly intriguing.

Not too long ago, I found myself in close proximity to one such character. To put it mildly, he was a vile individual. Yet, somehow, he managed to attract a loyal following. I never could wrap my head around why anyone would admire him; he was cruel and downright mean. Yet, there were those who insisted he was a charming, “good guy.” It was bizarre, to say the least.

This guy was a well-known figure on Facebook; his antics were often discussed and laughed about. He was unrestrained, much like someone caught in the downward spiral of addiction, actively battling demons that left some of us cringing. It’s a complicated dynamic because while many people struggling with mental illness are harmless—or even noble—the truth is that this guy was the exception to that rule. He had a way of drawing people in, and once they were hooked, they seemed unable to break free.

It raises a lot of questions about what people find appealing in these unbalanced individuals. Is it the thrill of being associated with someone so extreme? Do they feel like they’re part of something bigger, even if that something is toxic? It’s almost like they’re blinded by the charisma these individuals exude, ignoring the underlying dangers. The whole situation had a weird cult-like atmosphere where rationality took a backseat, and loyalty became a twisted form of admiration.

Seeing this firsthand has made me reflect on the allure that certain personalities can wield. It’s a blend of power, drama, and a live-wire unpredictability that makes them magnetic. I guess the mystery of human behavior continues to unfold, and I’ll keep watching, trying to understand the draw of these unbalanced individuals who captivate and terrify us in equal measure. 

This Jim Jones of Facebook is no longer with us, and his absence has left the world a slightly better place. I’m not celebrating, but I haven’t lost any sleep either. He brought a lot of darkness, not only to others but also to himself. In some way, this is a gentle reminder- be kind 😊